Her Little Girl

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Charmed

The Guesthouse
This being human is a guesthouse
Every morning a new arrival
A joy, a depression, a meanness
Some momentary awareness
Comes as an unexpected visitor

Welcome and…

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Obedience

So, let me get this straight.


She directs.

I obey.

Got it.

It’s all easier said than done, of course, but I’m making big strides, and I feel pretty good about that. Everything I’d ever…

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3 Sentences

Today, there was an exercise in listening, and trust. It was a little thing, a change in one small aspect of how we handle the money, but I just remained open in the moment - and it all was resolved…

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I’m absolutely thrilled to be a redhead again. I can’t believe how much I missed it. Syr really wanted to see me in my natural hair color but she gave me permission to go back to red and did it for…

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My emotions are really near the surface today. All day I’ve found that I get very sensitive over lots of things, way easier than normal, and tears - right there. I’ve managed my emotions well,…

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3 Sentences

(The 3 Sentences exercise hasn’t been abandoned completely, but most days I do daily writing of a much longer variety for my Owner’s eyes only - which has been really good for me.)

I triumphed…

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(This hasn’t been abandoned completely, but most days I do daily writing of a much longer variety for my Owner’s eyes only - which has been really good for me.) 

I triumphed over hormones and a crappy day and remained obedient and mindful. It feels really really good to be such a good girl for my Owner. I have been rewarded with a very happy Owner (and the priveledge of a couple glasses of wine this evening). :)

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I paid my Owner for sex last night. I traded little delectable chocolate nibbles for a good hard fucking (with foreplay). It was so worth it. :)